sometimes

sometimes the best things in life are the hardest.

its been one of those days.
one of the 'tough' days where you dont really understand why it is you do what you do.
why it is you say what you say
why sometimes you feel like you can't control any of them.

its one of those moments where the only thing i can do is sit on the couch, write some nonsense and try to make some sense out of it. try to figure out what it is that is so hard and seemingly 'unattainable'.

its one of those 'beaten down' days. where your self talk is the thing you are fighting.

don't get me wrong i'm not all depressed and feeling like its the end of the world or anything. its just a daily battle that today i'm feeling a little tired to fight.