cough cough ...

go AWAY before i beat the shit out of you.

5 days to get the hell out of my body. i have a fiance to marry and coughing all over him while i do it was NOT in the plans.

1 inhaler
3 bottles of cough syrup

4 packages of halls

5 packages of neo citran
1/2 bottle of multivitamins
100+ cups of lemon water and honey

W ------ T ------ F !!!!!!!

pashmina deprived

oh yes the title says it all.
read between the lines.

pashminas are an excellent stress reliever. excellent i said. excellent.
and theres alot of stress flying around here.
enough said.

so i'm at the 10 day count down till i'm a mrs.
i'm pretty stoked.
i've shit my pants a few times over it so i'm done with that... i think.
now the real excitement kicks in.

mays gonna be a friggen rad month.

day 1 : get married to the most amazing man ever and have a sweet party to follow it... with the radest people i know.
day 2-17 : cannyoning in the dominican, snorkeling, horseback riding to the waterfalls, learning to kiteboard (yeah i said it) lounging on the beach, enjoying the beauty of an all inclusive resort. hello rye and coke. can we be friends? and lastly, i hear theres ALOT of pashminas in the dominican. can't wait.
day 18-forever : be a family.

pretty much living a dream... besides the reality of relationships. oh yeah, you know what i'm talking about. one minute you can't keep your hands off each other and the next you want to get your hands on them for the complete opossite reasons. its reality people. you love em... you wanna kill em. k, that was a little drastic.

or was it?

"vibrators for everyone !!!!"

so i watched oprah yesterday.
very informative.
i watched a mom give her ten year old "the talk"

" ... and then the penis gets hard and goes inside the womans vagina. The sperm then comes out and swims up the fallopian tubes ..."

i think i want shana to stay 5 FOREVER.

wearing my colors on my sleeve

theres more colors then i thought.
and i love it.

and it hurts like a mother f-er. no joke.
5.5 hours of layering color ontop of color. now, think about that, 5 colors in one place many on top of the other. oh God. so needless to say i look like i've been pumping some serious iron with my right arm. my elbow is now my "swell-bow" and it kills to bend it. but this is what we do for fantastic tattoos. for amazing artwork that will be there till i die.

i think i should name my bird.

so far its just been "pretty bird, pretty bird ". hah.

so today I go to Vernon with my mom all day. no she doesn't know I got more ink and no i'm not going to tell her.... but it is going to be tough coming up with a reason why one arm is hanging out my coat cause it doesn't fit in.

oh and damn i love fridays.

*D*

quote of the year

" be who you are and
say what you feel because
those who matter don't mind and
those who mind don't matter "

yeah, awesome.

i stole it from a friends facebook while i was facebook stalking.

lets talk wedding

we're down to 93 days.
its coming fast

so heres the lowdown

the 32 foot long runner needs to be sewn
theres actually two of them
15 more favors to go
name cards to be designed and made
ceiling drape to be sewn
monogram to be painted
ribbon to be found
candles to be bought
measurements to be made
fabric to be sewn
rentals to be ordered
chairs to be covered
sound equiptment to be rented
menu to be decided
deposits to be made
marriage certificate to be gotten
pictures to be taken
accessorries to be found
invites to be mailed out

to name a few.
this is what keeps me up at night.

and why in the summer i never sleep.

for you katie

16 random things about me:

1. I cry about everything
2. If I don't have a certain kind of cereal in the morning I feel like it throws my whole day off
3. I really like canned beans with applesauce on top
4. I love the feeling of needles poking into my skin over and over and over again
5. I have very large/wide feet of which I wish I could cut in half
6. I wait for Thursday night to come so I can see if Denny will just DIE already
7. I get really bitchy when I've been cold for more then 5 minutes
8. I don't like it when people turn on their "heater" as soon as they start the care... thats COLD air, NOT warm
9. I wish I had more hair, almost everyday I wish this
10. I want more books so they can sit on the shelf and I can look like someone who reads... but really I want books with all pictures
11. I talk alot. Sometimes I listen to myslelf and think, 'Shut up already'
12. There are things I do that remind me of my mom and it freaks the crap out of me
13. I love my mom
14. I love to paint... if it turns out good. If it doesn't, it depresses me and I don't stop thinking about it until I paint over it
15. I think about getting married everyday
16. I love basmati rice

The end.